goodbye,
joy

如果乎远乎近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果乎冷乎热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过

i really have no mood to do anything *sigh*,
joy

your love is all i think about♥

im trying trying trying,
joy

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you, mei(:

carolyn ngiaw jing tian, happy birthday ahhhhhh ^______^
hope you like my present, a PANDA HEAD notebook, specially for you :D
(since like a super NICE and THOUGHTFUL sister like me, i know you adore pandas :P am i right? muahaha)
hey, you are totally awesome :D
15 (or should i say 16) years being sisters with you is fun :D
we've been through alot of things, yes i know, not all are PLEASANT XD
but yeah, without your advice on my hard times, your hugs & encouragment when im feeling down, i wouldnt be who i am today
i learn alot from you, you know? (:
(okay i know elder sisters are suppose to give the younger ones advice, but apparantly for us,its the other way around :P)
but i still do give advices, but mostly unnessary since you already know what to do D: who ask you so smart?

HA! you had the PINK camer :P

awww im kissing you :D

EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! = = but you look nice in this photo, so i shall xi sheng yi xia XD

LOOK!!!! who is bullying who?! D:

& TADA, we grew up :D

so yeah, all i want to say is, thank you so much for being there for me (:
& no matter what, i love you forever & always :D
so remember im always here for you too ya? my dearrrrrrrr ^____^
goodluck with *ahem ahem* okay fine i shall not tease you, but..you get what i mean XD
who ask you to tease me everytime, HA! HA! HA!
okay i know you're so going to kill me when you see this, so yeah, better hide for now :P

TEEHEEHEE! :P

gah, not feeling well
2mr cant go school T^T lalala

& you still dont seem to care ):

someone tell me how to stop,
joy

La la la~ its snowinggg :D
wohoooooooo!
but its like super cold, hands freezing T^T
i drew the 'joy' on the garden table, then it was like numb already
the two hearts was drawn by my sis, wow she has magic fingers, not even scared of the cold XD
then my bro & sis kept making tiny snowballs & threw at me D: WAHHHH bully the elder sister!!!!
after 10mins i cant resist anymore & went back to the house
hope it continues to snow 2mr :D

pray pray pray pray that our performance goes well T^T
please dont mess up please dont mess uppppp
(the rehearsal today was bad, gahhhh)
GO 4+1!!!!!

i need your jiayou,
joy

march 7,8,9 birthday wishes :D
(there still be 11, but im going to blog about it on that day :D)

3/7: vince

(yay us XD)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VINCE :D
okay i only found this photo of us & thought it was hilarious :P
remember? i was like screaming: AHHHH I CANT CLIMB ANYMORE VINCE IM GONNA FALLL AHHHHHHHHHHHH!
then i just realise you climbed so much taller than me & i was the one screaming = =
hahaha, good thing theres always you there at those family gatherings, its always so many kiddies & stuff :P at least theres SOMEONE i could talk to XD no lah, im just joking, the kids are fun too XDDD
at least i think so, you're always like so bored at family gatherings XD heehee
but yeah, thanks for being there for me & giving me advices (: you taught me alot~
& yes, i'll try to be more mature :D & grow up XD
so yeah, thank you (: & happy birthday :D :D :D i'll miss you when you go beijing! remember to come visit us often kay?(:

3/8: junnn

happy birthday junnn (:
my dear cousin~
wahh, look how cute you were when you were young, & look how big you are now D:
aiyo, you grow too fast lahhh~
you are suppose to be older than me for only...uhmm *counting* 8 months? 9 months? but look at the difference = =
aiyaya~ diu lian ):
but yeah, you have been a great fab super cool cousin(: you always took care of me & looked after me whenever im in malaysia (not in shanghai cos you are not here with me XD but on msn yes you did :D)
thanks for being so caring :D since young you are already like that
eventhough we FIGHT alot, even now we still do :P but yeah, at the end you will always be apologizing even though its not your fault at all
sorry for being stubborn & unreasonable sometimes D: i kinda drive you crazy sometimes right? XD
but i know you'll forgive me & still love me as much as i love you right? MUAHAHAHA XD
happy bithday cousin :D

3/9: yaw yaw

yawwwww~ happy birthday (:
aiyo i dont have a photo with you ): what kind of cousin are you XD
heehee joking, we shall take alot this time when i go back malaysia for summer holiday kay? DONT RUN AWAY FROM ME XD
muahahaha, im such a bad cousin, but yeah, happy birthday yawyaw :D

3/11: meiii (:
okay for this one, i'll do it on the day itself, want to make it special for you mei :P
arent you honoured? XD
okay, so, you better stay tuned on my blog for the post XD

i just found out there are some photos i forgot to upload them long time ago, like a month? haha XD

a present from aunty winnie, super nice right? im in love with the bracelet (: wearing it everyday now :D

I WANT THAT BED I WANT THAT BED I WANT THAT BEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD (:

went shopping at honeys, quite nice (:

sis & i was sick that time T^T (wow, its kinda cool cos my sis never gets sick, well, really rarely :P)

lalala~

this was during one of the physics class, no idea how we took it, maybe ms teh wasnt there or something :P

hung my art up (: now its on the wall of my bedroom :D

drew these long time ago, hahaha XD they look weird :P
they look really blur, when you come my house you shall see XD

later ian & yanwen's family coming to my house~ wohoooo! another family gathering :P
long time never see my 'childhood buddy' :P yay!!!
hope its gonna be fun, at least i hope so, cos i need to revise for physics test 2mr at the same time D:

better get back to researching chem! byeeeeeeee!

PS: wednesday ppl! lunch time at the lobby, brought to you by...4+1
really nervous now @@ uggghh.

where is the sun?
joy

the sky is crying these days,
rain rain rain rain
WHERE IS THE SUN? ):

anyways, some updates:

i like what this jumper says :D 'system WAS out of control', which means, its back in control now? muahaha i dont know :P

on the last day of CNY, went yanwen's house, ronny huiqin vince & some little di di i dont know's family were there (:

too many ppl, so the kids (or should i say, ppl who are not married) eat first, then follow by the adults
or else cannot sit leh :P so crowded!

sherry gave me this (: she is this sweet girl i met in the piano room, then we started to chat & stuff, cos we share the same interest on piano, so yeah, became good friends :D

yesterday, went AMPLIFIED :D :D :D
after school, sat on theresa's bus with beth to theresa's house (nic chong was beside me on the bus, then me & beth was like chatting the whole ride, then he fell ASLEEP XD then i was like: "beth look! hes asleep! lets go take a photo ", then i held my handphone out & aimed towards him, then beth was like: "no no no, go closer" then i slowly moved my handphone closer to him, & just as i was about to press the button, he suddenly woke up!!! we were like: ahhhhhh! cos it was like so sudden, his eyes just suddenly *doink* opened, scared the hell out of us XD but it was a fun experience :P)
anyways, then went theresa's house, changed, eat, then hansika arrived
that photo above was the big mirror at theresa's house, we planned we are going to go her house when its prom night, heehee cant wait for prom XD

then theresa's driver came, we were like STUCK in the traffic at hu qing ping for like AN HOUR & A HALF!!!!!
siao lah, china traffic = =
but we chatted along the way(:
the story told by beth was really inspiring (: thanks you guys ^____^

then arrived at amplified, it already started
its so coollll! its like a rock concert you know XD but with worship songs (: which all were really nice :D got a few songs stuck in my head now :D
standed for two hours, at the end my legs were like shaking :P but it was worth it (:
thanks beth & theresa & hansika for inviting me ^___^ i had a really good time
dont worry, i will make the right decision (: thanks for praying for me ^^
but whatever i had chosen, i know you guys will be there supporting me right? (:
I LOVE YOU ALLLLLL~~~~ \^_____^/ *hug*

met anna too :D see you at retreat (:

which my parents agreed that i could go!!!!!
WAHHHHHHH!
IM GOING TO RETREATTTTTT :D
cant wait cant wait cant wait (:

ah well, i better stop here, gotta research for chem (which i have no idea what im gonna do = =)
& revise for physics
& chinese shock 5 thinggy
what should i do for shock 55555555555555 ):
ahhhhhhhhhhh.

its good to hear you finally realise what was happening, what we said was true right? aiyoyo, dont believe me): but its okay lah, its not too late ^^ good thing we talked that time, its like so fated right? (: i dont know, everything seems to be turning back to normal after all :D

maybe it is fated?
joy

happy birthday to you
happy bithday to you
happy birthday to ruchiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii (:
happy birthday to you :D

ruchi love, HAPPY BIRTHDAY (: (: (:
aiya, all the wishes & stuff to you are already written in my card, hope you like it ^^
& my present~
i went out super late just to get it, cos too busy with homework & stuff
so yeah, hope you like it :D

have a SWEET SIXTEEN GIRL (:

&an AWESOME year ahead, & thanks for being such a sweet bestie :D
all those encouragments from you guys, its just....awwww im really touched (:
so lucky to have you as a sis, remember im here for you always ♥
ALWAYS
ALWAYS
always always ALWAYS (:
IIIIIIII LLLLLOOOOOVVVVVEEEEEE YYYYYYOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUU dear~ muaks ♥
heehee :D

lalala, long time never blog normally(all those emo posts before this, aiyaya)
got photos to update (:
on the last day of school (CNY break), went ruchi's house, then we went bailian together & meet the rest (:

went to take neoprints, so weird where are my other neoprints photos? ):

saw yanwen they all too (:

yeah, now the photos took in CNY holiday:

airport, my sis was wearing my clothes haha XD

got off the plane, then quickly rushed to my cousins wedding, im the bridesmaid yo (:
so quickly changed into my dress & stuff
hugged everyone (: LONG TIME NO SEE AHHHH!

the stage

pics pics pics!



(me & my godbrother, so count as my gege :D)

i love this pic :D
with ngiaw family's two youngest (:

mommy & us :D

must be xing fu xing fu xing fu ohhhh (:
fei geeee~ must take care of my feng jie okay? my new cousin in law XD

this is our whole family
&&&& there are STILL alot of ppl never attend
so not all :P but big enough liao sia

after the wedding, a HUGE BUS came to fetch us, only for NGIAW FAMILY XD
(mei ban fa, our family TOO BIG)
sat for 3 hours ride back home, sat next to ci ge, chat for around 1 hour, at the end we both fell asleep :P

the pretty pretty blue sky in malaysia :D

this is actually my cousin's sunglasses (its a toy, not real, but yeah, i was bored :P)

went test blood thinggy, aiii...long story
but it turns out i got this disease called thyroid? tyroid? i dont know whats it called,but i think is this
it makes my heart beat beats SUPERRRR FAST T^T
so now i have to eat medicine like EVERYDAY THREE TIMES
& must eat it for two years ): aiyaya

a dress my cousin wanted to buy for me, but i refused :P i like the dress though (:

SUPER DUPER PRETTY RIGHT?
the sunset in malaysia (: awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! i miss it T^T

my cousin is in here SOMEWHERE :P

my little bro bro bro :D

grandmaaaa (:

my second dress wahaha! mommy bought it for me,  hoping that i could be more LADY
but my sis said it didndt work at the end = = still the same old me

me & my cousin& cousin in law :D
thanks for choosing me to be your bridesmaid~ hope i did a good job XD

the winnie the pooh on my cousin's car :D super cute!!!

okay im finally done with the photo uploading thinggy~ that raps up my fab holiday (:

last but not least,
yo yo yo! we are...

4+1 (:

its our band name lah, next week performance liao, please please please joy, dont mess up T^T
everyone come & support okay? okay? okay? :D

eh? wait wait wait!
omg more thing

omg who is this?
hahhaha XD
this is my son, his name is mr carrot (:
havent get the chance to introduce him to you, here you are XD
awww, dont worry, he is just being shy thats why he is covering his eyes :P

okay okay, here he is (:
doesnt he look adorable? :D (i know you are nodding)

there shall be lots & lots of photos of him
so yeah, MUAHAHA! stay tuned (:

giving up,
joy

i shall blog this post in chinese (:

突然想到这首歌
叫做 泪了
他的歌词很棒哦!

星空在闪烁 像你的眼泪 悄悄划过
当你放开了手 离开的时候
有没有一点舍不得我
泪光在闪烁 而我的眼泪忍住 不敢坠落
我还留在黑暗中守候
你却已经远远 离开我

我不明白
为什么你一定要这样对自己？
明明知道真相不是吗？
那为什么还要那么坚持相信呢？
难道这真的像sean爸比说的一样？

可我不相信啊！
我告诉你，我已经尽力了
我真的尽力了

但你却....

你说我脆弱，所以呢?
至少我是真心想要你好
想要你快乐

我知道it isnt even my buisness
但因为你是我朋友啊！我会担心你

不是吗？

朋友之间，难道就不能有信任吗？
还是说你根本就没有把我当朋友看待？
cos everything you see is her now isnt it?

你到底知不知道啊
为了你这件事情
我们大家担心得要命
为了你整个失眠!!!!!
担心得哭
都是因为你啊！大笨蛋!

复杂
复杂
复杂复杂复杂复杂

乱死了啦, f it ):

今天将又会是一晚失眠啊 T^T
anyone free to sms at midnight with me? :D

im really tired,
joy

PS: having performance next wed (or is it tues?) with my band, so dead ): cant even concentrate on ANYTHING now ):

i had fallen

i had failed
to protect you

why cant you just understand?):
joy

明明是大晴天

为什么

心在下雨? ):

invisible,
joy

if this is love
then please
dont let it end.

in your eyes,
joy

HOLIDAY HOMEWORK.

tonight, i shall not sleep (:
(IF there is nothing that comes into my way [eg. parents trying to bite my head off since i did not do anything in the malaysia])

long time no see, youuuu :D
joy

oh yeahhh! :D
tomorrow tomorrow tomorrowwwwwww~~~
going back maalysia whooo :P
AND, being the bridesmaid of emily jie when i get back :D
will blog about it~ stay tuned (:
but not that often, in my grandma's house only got one computer~ & SO MANY COUSINS

so yeah,
HAPPY HOLIDIAYS EVERYONE ^_____^Y

miss me~~~
i will miss you guys too (: *smile*

okay, gotta go pack D: so many things havent pack yet @____@

answer me,
joy

emily jie's wedding invitation (my cousin)

at ronny's house, for family gathering (my mom know his mom so yeah)
got my hair straighten~ and my fringe shorter = =

nothing to do, so prank msned ppl on ronny's msn

can see his PM?
it says...
JOY IS SO SUPER!
awww, so nice right? :D thank you ronny
(okay its when he is gone to get a drink i typed that on his PM, alot of ppl came asking: omg you liike joyyy??? HAHHA sorry ronny :P)

froggy in ronny's bedroom :D

walked 2012, i was so nervous i went to toilet so many times :P

okay okay, now here is my dress!!!
FINALLY GOT A DRESS YOOOO~~~
now can be my cousin's bridesmaid le (:

it suits me so well! cos its not strapless or sleveless etc, it got SLEVES :D
and its not short
and its not tight

WOHOOOO! (:
now im ready for my cousin's wedding
2 more daysss~
gotta start packing, since im really slow & stuff = =

i miss hansika T^T

PS: going to bailian 2mr with beth they all, anyone interested? (:
PPS: TWO MORE DAYSS!
PPPS: LAAAAAAAAA~
PPPPS: hope our plan works, right MY mommy? *wink* (:

dont you know that i love you?
joy

ellen艾文～～～～
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYY!
我亲爱的笑笑二人组员艾文～你的婧很想很想很想你！！！！ T^T
why must you leaveeee T^T
哼～your“宝宝” get abandoned了 ):

可是啊, 还真是怀念也
我们一起疯的日子
一起笑
一起high
一起哭
一起哈哈哈哈

那些日子都是我最最最最珍贵的！
会永远在我心里哟(:

还记得吗，我们穿情侣装 :P

还有大头贴^^

跟sungjun爷爷疯，上课不专心 (okay我承认只有我不专心啦 - -)

我们五人组, I BELIEVE (:

还有我们三个，艾婧敏(:

谢谢你那么支持婧～在婧难过和大哭的时候，你一定会在那边
帮我加油打气
陪我一起哭

但现在婧不会再是爱哭鬼了(: 为了艾文你坚强哟～
sooo, we must 努力努力加油okay ^^

thank you for always being there for me, just remember im always here for you too :D
你一定一定要回来visit哦～or i will fly to taiwan & smack you :P

真的真的哦～
my 阿嬷, 终级言语终结者，乌龟妹，守护精灵....
不要忘了我们笑笑二人组& i believe哦 :D

love,
你的婧

letting go; its a kind of love

i realise, sometimes in life
to get you want
people dont care about others

their feelings
their prayers

everyone were over taken by their selfishness
they crushed into pieces
to get happiness
& love

im that kind of person

i guess its the selfishness of human instinct

but i realise, sometimes, we just have to stop where we are
stop walking
stop running

but stop,
stand still
& breathe

in & out
deeply

turn around,
look around yourself

where are you now?

maybe you are on the wrong side of the
universe

look high into the skies

figure out what your heart tells you
the direction.

& then
that is when you

run ahead (:

thats why im gonna let you go

i love you,
joy

i FINALLY uploaded photos
cos finish math investigation, DT stuff (exclude the product XD) & music (:

gah here are the photos (:
these few weeks :D

burned my hand in chem :P

my chem partner (: the SUPER SMART SJ :D

at math class, jess was..sleepy? XD

BASKETBALL GAME :D
SSIS WON ^_____^Y WOOOOOOOO!
mr riyaz ask me to write a report on the game, need to interview some ppl

FORCED by mom to come school to listen to the mr moong workshopp thinggy, SOOOO SLEEPY
then rushed to take singing lesson, then piano lesson

THEN rushed to theresa's house~

ahh blur photos ):
went youth group for the first time (;
had LOTS of funnn~
i still have the songs in my head ^^

went macdonald with beth hansika~ met vinceee!!
& saw my name on the wall of macdonalds :P

sunday woke up early, fetched sis from her dancing class, went out for lunch
then went to this charity organisation ^^

when we are about to go out

then went aunty winnie's house for dinner, ian was there too
that was my busy busy weekend ^^

free period, nothing to do, watched YJ played basketball while i was wandering around bored XD

okay, and there was an incident happen yesterday
after CCA, miss chan chan told me and this girl from my rockband to carry the electirc keyboard down
on top putted the metal stand for the electic piano, walk walk walk
then my back was suppose to face in front to walk, so can vertically walk
the girl walked too fast, i lost balance..and
i FELL!
and the worst part is, i fell, AND the metal stand thinggy slid down and
BANG
MY
HEAD
):

T______________T
PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAINNNNNNN!!!!!

didnt go SAT lesson, got home & mommy brought me to hospital
but ijust realised i got math investigation havent do, so the doctor just briefly look at my head & i went home
suppose to check the inside of the head too by x ray, but I HAVENT DO MATH T____T

but good thing the outside of the head was safe, nothing happen
but dont know about the inside

i hope its alright ^^
get a little dizzy now&then D:

new,
joy

lalala~
just got back from the outing today ^^
busyyyy dayyyy siaaaa~
actually back long time already, but cos my parents just got home, so i am free now (:
(free from the baby sit XD)

anyways, went school for the workshop thinggy
went singing lesson
went piano lesson
& went out with theresa beth & hansika (:
went youth group with them ^^ SO FUNNN!

im really tired lehhhh,
blog 2mr about it :P

your name your name your name,
appears in my head....
joy

WAHHH~ my lovely cousin is getting married(:
dont they look great in their wedding pics??? ^_______________^
I AM SO HAPPY FOR HERRRR ^^
你们一定一定要幸福哟emily姐&辉哥♥
& thanks for choosing me as your bridesmaid (:
joy is really honoured (:

♥ CANT WAIT FOR YOUR WEDDING ♥

if grandpa was here, i bet he will be very very VERY 欣慰& happy :D
even though he is not here now, i still feel he will be with us FOREVER (:
& ever ♥

所以你们一定要快乐幸福哟 (:
I ♥ YOU ALL ^^
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gah so many homework T^T GRRRR STUPID MATH INVESTIGATIONNNN!
so stressed out sia ):

i'll blog next time ^^

PS: does anyone have any idea where does those "formal" dresses found in shanghai? or can anyone lend me T^T I HAVE NO DRESSS!!! MAJOR DRESS FINDING SITUATION D:

i miss malaysia,
joy

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
): {

okay, i know im immature
but this GIRL, she is EVEN MORE IMMATURE ):

lets just call her name as BLAH.

so....*ahem*
this BLAH, she is like my sisters bestfriend since young, then one day, BLAH found out that my sister had a crush but didnt tell her. then that BLAH, just came up to my sister& scold her ALOT of bad stuff, & even said: YOU B*TCH!
then my sister broke down...cried&cried.....
when she cry, i cry
when i cry, my brother cries
then left me, my sis, & my bro crying all together T^T
i just, HATE, seeing her like that....

she was NEVERRRR like that before!!! she is always the positive one
she was always there when I cry...
but now?
omg so stressed );

then today, i called her, then said to her very nicely and politly: hello BLAH? hi, i am JTs sis (: so i heard you guys are arguing? well, what i think, you guys shouldnt argue over small stuff righttt? (: you guys are such great friends right ^^ so why must make thihngs until like this now? but yeah, im not a busybody, and JT didnt tell me to tell you, i wanted to do it myself. i just want to give advice to you, cos you wouldnt want to lose a friendship right? (:
then she was like: okay sure (;

then i thought nothing will happen anymore right

THEN. that BLAH came to msn & scolded my sister again!
she was like "shut your freekin big fat lip mouth up, you #@(*%)^)$)(^*)(#*$^)(*#)(*&#)(*&)(*)($)(@)(^_)!@^ "

WTH!

then my sister cried....really badly,
thne that BLAH came again and called my sister (which i put on speaker) and yelled: YOU ASSHO*E!!!

I COULDNT TAKE IT ANYMORE. i grabbed the phone out of my sister's hand & yelled: WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM? CAN YOU JUST STOP SWEARING? IS THIS VERY FUN? WTH!!! YOU WANT TO SWEAR? LET ME SWEAR WITH YOU! YOU BIT*H! F OFF MY SISTERS LIFE, GOODDDDDDDDDIEEEE BYE.

then i hung up on her and yelled: HA!

but THEN, my mom passed by the comp room.....& heard me said that.....................

T___________T

yeah, you know...
[skipped this part]

this is like the first time, im so so so SOOOOOOO pissed at someone
i mean, right? it was so retarded ):

arghh im wasting my time even blogging about it now XD
ah well,

got burned by acid
puked
& lost my temper

all in one day

still loving you,
joy

吹着前奏望着天空
我想起花瓣试着掉落
为你翘课的那一天
教室的那一间
下雨的那一天
我怎么看不见
消失的下雨天
我好想再淋一遍

没想到失去的勇气我还留着
好想再问一遍
你会等待还是离开？

刮风这天
我试过握着你手
但偏偏 雨渐渐
大到我看你不见
还要多久
我才能在你身边
等到放晴的那天
也许我会比较好一点

从前从前
有个人爱你很久
但偏偏 风渐渐
把距离吹得好远
好不容易
又能再多爱一天
但故事的最后
你好像还是说了
拜拜

i wish one day that...,
joy

& i miss you
like a child misses her blanket );

my sweetie just sent me this song (:
really touched by the lyrics~
its called "tell me where it hurts" by MYMP

why is that sad look in your eyes
Why are you crying?
Tell me now
Tell me why you're feelin' this way
I hate to see you so down, oh baby!

Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
And makin' you feel blue
Is there anythin' that I can do

Why don't you tell me where it hurts now, baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes, I'll do my best to make those tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts
Now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away

Where are all those tears coming from
Why are they falling?
somebody, somebody, somebody left your heart in the cold
You just need somebody to hold on, baby
(Give me a chance)
To put back all the pieces
Take hold of your heart
Make it just like new
There's so many things that I can do

Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
And makin' you feel blue
Is there anythin' that I can do?

thank you once again for the song sweetie (:

love,
joy

at australia, scenery so pretty right (: just found out i got this photo XD

LALALALA (:
omg i cant believe it
I ACTUALLY FINISHED THE MACBETH ESSAY!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOO (:

thanks sweetie for helping my edit ^^

&&&
i finish composing my theme for music!!!
for 10minsssss XD
WOOOOOOO (:

clap for me *clap clap clap*

GAH! im still left with DT evaluation, survey and i dont know what
AND MY PRODUCT
OH NOOOO T^T i havent make my paper cutting thinggy
teacher say if next week dont have must have detention
I for one, must NOT get a detention

or else my piano playing days are over

parents say its taking up TOO MANY of the time
mr moong also say if i feel too stress on school work i must give up on piano
BUT I CANT! PIANO IS LIKE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE T^T
so now i better get up my studies, or else....
GRRR i cant imagine ):

still got chem essay! havent even started T^T

something happened....
not feeling so well............
*CRY*

its hard when you know someone you love
love someone else

dont leave me,
joy